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第29章

The house was left;the house was deserted。It was left like a shell on a sandhill to fill with dry salt grains now that life had left it。The long night seemed to have set in;the trifling airs,nibbling,the clammy breaths,fumbling,seemed to have triumphed。The saucepan had rusted and the mat decayed。Toads had nosed their way in。Idly,aimlessly,the swaying shawl swung to and fro。A thistle thrust itself between the tiles in the larder。The swallows nested in the drawing-room;the floor was strewn with straw;the plaster fell in shovelfuls;rafters were laid bare;rats carried off this and that to gnaw behind the wainscots。Tortoise-shell butterflies burst from the chrysalis and pattered their life out on the window-pane。Poppies sowed themselves among the dahlias;the lawn waved with long grass;giant artichokes towered among roses;a fringed carnation flowered among the cabbages;while the gentle tapping of a weed at the window had become,on winters'nights,a drumming from sturdy trees and thorned briars which made the whole room green in summer。

What power could now prevent the fertility,the insensibility of nature?Mrs。McNab's dream of a lady,of a child,of a plate of milk soup?It had wavered over the walls like a spot of sunlight and vanished。She had locked the door;she had gone。It was beyond the strength of one woman,she said。They never sent。They never wrote。There were things up there rotting in the drawers-it was a shame to leave them so,she said。The place was gone to rack and ruin。Only the Lighthouse beam entered the rooms for a moment,sent its sudden stare over bed and wall in the darkness of winter,looked with equanimity at the thistle and the swallow,the rat and the straw。Nothing now withstood them;nothing said no to them。Let the wind blow;let the poppy seed itself and the carnation mate with the cabbage。Let the swallow build in the drawing-room,and the thistle thrust aside the tiles,and the butterfly sun itself on the faded chintz of the arm-chairs。Let the broken glass and the china lie out on the lawn and be tangled over with grass and wild berries。

For now had come that moment,that hesitation when dawn trembles and night pauses,when if a feather alight in the scale it will be weighed down。One feather,and the house,sinking,falling,would have turned and pitched downwards to the depths of darkness。In the ruined room,picnickers would have lit their kettles;lovers sought shelter there,lying on the bare boards;and the shepherd stored his dinner on the bricks,and the tramp slept with his coat round him to ward off the cold。Then the roof would have fallen;briars and hemlocks would have blotted out path,step and window;would have grown,unequally but lustily over the mound,until some trespasser,losing his way,could have told only by a red-hot poker among the nettles,or a scrap of china in the hemlock,that here once some one had lived;there had been a house。

If the feather had fallen,if it had tipped the scale downwards,the whole house would have plunged to the depths to lie upon the sands of oblivion。But there was a force working;something not highly conscious;something that leered,something that lurched;something not inspired to go about its work with dignified ritual or solemn chanting。Mrs。McNab groaned;Mrs。Bast creaked。They were old;they were stiff;their legs ached。They came with their brooms and pails at last;they got to work。All of a sudden,would Mrs。McNab see that the house was ready,one of the young ladies wrote:would she get this done;would she get that done;all in a hurry。They might be coming for the summer;had left everything to the last;expected to find things as they had left them。Slowly and painfully,with broom and pail,mopping,scouring,Mrs。McNab,Mrs。Bast,stayed the corruption and the rot;rescued from the pool of Time that was fast closing over them now a basin,now a cupboard;fetched up from oblivion all the Waverley novels and a tea-set one morning;in the afternoon restored to sun and air a brass fender and a set of steel fire-irons。George,Mrs。Bast's son,caught the rats,and cut the grass。They had the builders。Attended with the creaking of hinges and the screeching of bolts,the slamming and banging of damp-swollen woodwork,some rusty laborious birth seemed to be taking place,as the women,stooping,rising,groaning,singing,slapped and slammed,upstairs now,now down in the cellars。Oh,they said,the work!

They drank their tea in the bedroom sometimes,or in the study;breaking off work at mid-day with the smudge on their faces,and their old hands clasped and cramped with the broom handles。Flopped on chairs,they contemplated now the magnificent conquest over taps and bath;now the more arduous,more partial triumph over long rows of books,black as ravens once,now white-stained,breeding pale mushrooms and secreting furtive spiders。Once more,as she felt the tea warm in her,the telescope fitted itself to Mrs。McNab's eyes,and in a ring of light she saw the old gentleman,lean as a rake,wagging his head,as she came up with the washing,talking to himself,she supposed,on the lawn。He never noticed her。Some said he was dead;some said she was dead。Which was it?Mrs。Bast didn't know for certain either。The young gentleman was dead。That she was sure。She had read his name in the papers。

There was the cook now,Mildred,Marian,some such name as that-a red-headed woman,quick-tempered like all her sort,but kind,too,if you knew the way with her。Many a laugh they had had together。She saved a plate of soup for Maggie;a bite of ham,sometimes;whatever was over。They lived well in those days。They had everything they wanted(glibly,jovially,with the tea hot in her,she unwound her ball of memories,sitting in the wicker arm-chair by the nursery fender)。There was always plenty doing,people in the house,twenty staying sometimes,and washing up till long past midnight。

Mrs。Bast(she had never known them;had lived in Glasgow at that time)wondered,putting her cup down,whatever they hung that beast's skull there for?Shot in foreign parts no doubt。

It might well be,said Mrs。McNab,wantoning on with her memories;they had friends in eastern countries;gentlemen staying there,ladies in evening dress;she had seen them once through the dining-room door all sitting at dinner。Twenty she dared say all in their jewellery,and she asked to stay help wash up,might be till after midnight。

Ah,said Mrs。Bast,they'd find it changed。She leant out of the window。She watched her son George scything the grass。They might well ask,what had been done to it?seeing how old Kennedy was supposed to have charge of it,and then his leg got so bad after he fell from the cart;and perhaps then no one for a year,or the better part of one;and then Davie Macdonald,and seeds might be sent,but who should say if they were ever planted?They'd find it changed。

She watched her son scything。He was a great one for work-one of those quiet ones。Well they must be getting along with the cupboards,she supposed。They hauled themselves up。

At last,after days of labour within,of cutting and digging without,dusters were flicked from the windows,the windows were shut to,keys were turned all over the house;the front door was banged;it was finished。

And now as if the cleaning and the scrubbing and the scything and the mowing had drowned it there rose that half-heard melody,that intermittent music which the ear half catches but lets fall;a bark,a bleat;irregular,intermittent,yet somehow related;the hum of an insect,the tremor of cut grass,dissevered yet somehow belonging;the jar of a dorbeetle,the squeak of a wheel,loud,low,but mysteriously related;which the ear strains to bring together and is always on the verge of harmonising,but they are never quite heard,never fully harmonised,and at last,in the evening,one after another silence falls。With the sunset sharpness was lost,and like mist rising,quiet rose,quiet spread,the wind settled;loosely the world shook itself down to sleep,darkly here without a light to it,save what came green suffused through leaves,or pale on the white flowers in the bed by the window。

[Lily Briscoe had her bag carried up to the house late one evening in September。Mr。Carmichael came by the same train。]

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