登陆注册
37887700000034

第34章 VIII(2)

"He has been already. It was he noticed that the diphtheria had passed into the nose. What's the use of Shrek! Shrek's no use at all, really. He is Shrek, I am Korostelev, and nothing more."

The time dragged on fearfully slowly. Olga Ivanovna lay down in her clothes on her bed, that had not been made all day, and sank into a doze. She dreamed that the whole flat was filled up from floor to ceiling with a huge piece of iron, and that if they could only get the iron out they would all be light-hearted and happy. Waking, she realized that it was not the iron but Dymov's illness that was weighing on her.

"Nature morte, port . . ." she thought, sinking into forgetfulness again. "Sport . . . Kurort . . . and what of Shrek?

Shrek. . . trek . . . wreck. . . . And where are my friends now?

Do they know that we are in trouble? Lord, save . . . spare!

Shrek. . . trek . . ."

And again the iron was there. . . . The time dragged on slowly, though the clock on the lower storey struck frequently. And bells were continually ringing as the doctors arrived. . . . The house-maid came in with an empty glass on a tray, and asked, "Shall I make the bed, madam?" and getting no answer, went away.

The clock below struck the hour. She dreamed of the rain on the Volga; and again some one came into her bedroom, she thought a stranger. Olga Ivanovna jumped up, and recognized Korostelev.

"What time is it?" she asked.

"About three."

"Well, what is it?"

"What, indeed! . . . I've come to tell you he is passing. . . ."

He gave a sob, sat down on the bed beside her, and wiped away the tears with his sleeve. She could not grasp it at once, but turned cold all over and began slowly crossing herself.

"He is passing," he repeated in a shrill voice, and again he gave a sob. "He is dying because he sacrificed himself. What a loss for science!" he said bitterly. "Compare him with all of us. He was a great man, an extraordinary man! What gifts! What hopes we all had of him!" Korostelev went on, wringing his hands:

"Merciful God, he was a man of science; we shall never look on his like again. Osip Dymov, what have you done -- aie, aie, my God!"

Korostelev covered his face with both hands in despair, and shook his head.

"And his moral force," he went on, seeming to grow more and more exasperated against some one. "Not a man, but a pure, good, loving soul, and clean as crystal. He served science and died for science. And he worked like an ox night and day -- no one spared him -- and with his youth and his learning he had to take a private practice and work at translations at night to pay for these . . . vile rags!"

Korostelev looked with hatred at Olga Ivanovna, snatched at the sheet with both hands and angrily tore it, as though it were to blame.

"He did not spare himself, and others did not spare him. Oh, what's the use of talking!"

"Yes, he was a rare man," said a bass voice in the drawing-room.

Olga Ivanovna remembered her whole life with him from the beginning to the end, with all its details, and suddenly she understood that he really was an extraordinary, rare, and, compared with every one else she knew, a great man. And remembering how her father, now dead, and all the other doctors had behaved to him, she realized that they really had seen in him a future celebrity. The walls, the ceiling, the lamp, and the carpet on the floor, seemed to be winking at her sarcastically, as though they would say, "You were blind! you were blind!" With a wail she flung herself out of the bedroom, dashed by some unknown man in the drawing-room, and ran into her husband's study. He was lying motionless on the sofa, covered to the waist with a quilt. His face was fearfully thin and sunken, and was of a greyish-yellow colour such as is never seen in the living; only from the forehead, from the black eyebrows and from the familiar smile, could he be recognized as Dymov. Olga Ivanovna hurriedly felt his chest, his forehead, and his hands. The chest was still warm, but the forehead and hands were unpleasantly cold, and the half-open eyes looked, not at Olga Ivanovna, but at the quilt.

"Dymov!" she called aloud, "Dymov!" She wanted to explain to him that it had been a mistake, that all was not lost, that life might still be beautiful and happy, that he was an extraordinary, rare, great man, and that she would all her life worship him and bow down in homage and holy awe before him. . . .

"Dymov!" she called him, patting him on the shoulder, unable to believe that he would never wake again. "Dymov! Dymov!"

In the drawing-room Korostelev was saying to the housemaid:

"Why keep asking? Go to the church beadle and enquire where they live. They'll wash the body and lay it out, and do everything that is necessary."

同类推荐
热门推荐
  • 青春之派

    青春之派

    有人说,活着是一种罪。我们来到这个世界,我们每个人都是来赎罪的。在我看来,活着是幸福的。因为,我们每个人生阶段都有那些值得留恋的东西。那些东西,我觉得是最美好的。一段青春,一段经历,在这里送给朋友们。活着吧,幸福的活下去。此书,送给我们逝去的青春,送给我们错过的青春。此书,送给那些还拥有青春的朋友。认真的看下去,也许你会看到很多想看到的。
  • 说是与非

    说是与非

    每个人都有自己的那一段杀马特的青春,每个人的青春里面都有一份珍贵的爱情,或许弥足珍贵、或许刻骨铭心,世上本没有后悔药,只有勇敢的尝试,才会寻找到属于自己的爱情!本书将采用第一人称的角度来阐述高中时期的一段平凡爱情
  • 孤身男女

    孤身男女

    这是一个平凡的都市男女生活的故事,男主是在城市里面拼搏追求希望,却又有着无数的无奈的人。孤身的男女在这个城市里面相遇相知分离分别,有交集最后又各自走各自的道路,在异乡城市里面拼搏的苦楚和收获。
  • 奥特永远的守护

    奥特永远的守护

    本是正常人生活的月灵,世界突然变得跟以前都不一样了,获得光的力量的她一次次的战斗,使她越来越强,耳边绝望的呐喊声,眼前死去的人们,都不是她愿意看到的...
  • 覆天神谱

    覆天神谱

    琴道、棋道、书道画道……天道地道,人道剑道……道道皆有武道……呸呸呸,我自求我道!灵魂有污垢?修为难提升?莫慌,且听我弹一曲神谱!
  • 不要捉迷藏

    不要捉迷藏

    女主苏晴,淡然而立,磨难与选择,她一笑而过,顺其自然。她追求的不过是简单随性,却在遇到不同的人之后,生活不再简单。在寻找小暖的路上,她从不放弃。项野,十几年的青梅竹马,换来的不是唯美爱情,背后深藏不为人的故事。退却、上前,他来回不定,是错过还是坚守,能不能看清自己的真心,踏出那一步。到底他是不是她的归宿。许川,他不是命运的宠儿,孤独于世,迷茫与冷漠。再次相遇,他有过期待、有过希望也有在失望。僵硬的面部只为一人扬起唇角,她在,他就等。缘起于动物,这本来就是一个奇妙的缘分。如果你以为这是一篇简单平淡的校园喜剧,那就错了。错杂的人物关系,更多角色的不断加入,友情、爱情、亲情,还有人与动物之间相互牵绊。我们把一切说通的、说不通的都交给‘命运’吧。
  • 有关L的故事

    有关L的故事

    作品讲了女主从初遇男主,到相知的故事,纯纯的校园剧情
  • 满级猎魔人

    满级猎魔人

    ‘青翠的青草下埋葬着无尽的亡魂...’篝火旁的陈兴回应着菲欧娜的请求,故事在火光中娓娓道来。但是。‘求求你离我远点好不好,’陈兴捏住了鼻子,‘求你了,不要逼我骂你。’
  • 龙族遗种

    龙族遗种

    龙族破土而出,诸神降临地球,人类秩序寸寸崩溃,大地变得满目疮痍……大雪在飘泻,那是他见过最大的阵雪,倾盆盖地。怀中的女孩缩成一团,一层白色的死皮黏在嘴唇上,洁白的身子在不断颤抖。他知道,女孩要死了……很快就再也睁不开那双灵动的眼睛,死神撒旦将会撕破坚硬的囚笼,妖惑四方……【欢迎所有观看的读者加群给我建议:1041143705】
  • 十殿阎罗听我宣

    十殿阎罗听我宣

    道说:一生二,二生三,三生万物。佛说:我有《法》一藏,谈天;《论》一藏,说地;经一藏,度鬼。仙、佛、神、灵,各有自己的秘密......既然被卷入这场天地间的巨大谜团,那便剥茧抽丝,一点一点,打开迷雾!吴常端坐森罗殿上,缓带白袍,不怒自威:十殿阎罗听我宣——天地乱象,自我而止!