登陆注册
38141200000033

第33章 "I give to him the thing he craves with all his so

All the tapers for which places could be found had been gathered together,and the room was a blaze of light.In the midst of it,before her mirror,Clorinda stood attired in her bridal splendour of white satin and flowing rich lace,a diamond crescent on her head,sparks of light flaming from every point of her raiment.When she caught sight of Anne's reflection in the glass before her,she turned and stood staring at her in wonder.

"What--nay,what is this?"she cried."What do you come for?On my soul,you come for something--or you have gone mad."Anne started forward,trembling,her hands clasped upon her breast,and fell at her feet with sobs.

"Yes,yes,"she gasped,"I came--for something--to speak--to pray you -!Sister--Clorinda,have patience with me--till my courage comes again!"and she clutched her robe.

Something which came nigh to being a shudder passed through Mistress Clorinda's frame;but it was gone in a second,and she touched Anne--though not ungently--with her foot,withdrawing her robe.

"Do not stain it with your tears,"she said "'twould be a bad omen."Anne buried her face in her hands and knelt so before her.

"'Tis not too late!"she said--"'tis not too late yet.""For what?"Clorinda asked."For what,I pray you tell me,if you can find your wits.You go beyond my patience with your folly.""Too late to stop,"said Anne--"to draw back and repent.""What?"commanded Clorinda--"what then should I repent me?""This marriage,"trembled Mistress Anne,taking her poor hands from her face to wring them."It should not be.""Fool!"quoth Clorinda."Get up and cease your grovelling.Did you come to tell me it was not too late to draw back and refuse to be the Countess of Dunstanwolde?"and she laughed bitterly.

"But it should not be--it must not!"Anne panted."I--I know,sister,I know--"Clorinda bent deliberately and laid her strong,jewelled hand on her shoulder with a grasp like a vice.There was no hurry in her movement or in her air,but by sheer,slow strength she forced her head backward so that the terrified woman was staring in her face.

"Look at me,"she said."I would see you well,and be squarely looked at,that my eyes may keep you from going mad.You have pondered over this marriage until you have a frenzy.Women who live alone are sometimes so,and your brain was always weak.What is it that you know.Look--in my eyes--and tell me."It seemed as if her gaze stabbed through Anne's eyes to the very centre of her brain.Anne tried to bear it,and shrunk and withered;she would have fallen upon the floor at her feet a helpless,sobbing heap,but the white hand would not let her go.

"Find your courage--if you have lost it--and speak plain words,"Clorinda commanded.Anne tried to writhe away,but could not again,and burst into passionate,hopeless weeping.

"I cannot--I dare not!"she gasped."I am afraid.You are right;my brain is weak,and I--but that--that gentleman--who so loved you--"

"Which?"said Clorinda,with a brief scornful laugh.

"The one who was so handsome--with the fair locks and the gallant air--""The one you fell in love with and stared at through the window,"said Clorinda,with her brief laugh again."John Oxon!He has victims enough,forsooth,to have spared such an one as you are.""But he loved you!"cried Anne piteously,"and it must have been that you--you too,sister--or--or else--"She choked again with sobs,and Clorinda released her grasp upon her shoulder and stood upright.

"He wants none of me--nor I of him,"she said,with strange sternness."We have done with one another.Get up upon your feet if you would not have me thrust you out into the corridor."She turned from her,and walking back to her dressing-table,stood there steadying the diadem on her hair,which had loosed a fastening when Anne tried to writhe away from her.Anne half sat,half knelt upon the floor,staring at her with wet,wild eyes of misery and fear.

"Leave your kneeling,"commanded her sister again,"and come here."Anne staggered to her feet and obeyed her behest.In the glass she could see the resplendent reflection;but Clorinda did not deign to turn towards her while she addressed her,changing the while the brilliants in her hair.

"Hark you,sister Anne,"she said."I read you better than you think.You are a poor thing,but you love me and--in my fashion--Ithink I love you somewhat too.You think I should not marry a gentleman whom you fancy I do not love as I might a younger,handsomer man.You are full of love,and spinster dreams of it which make you flighty.I love my Lord of Dunstanwolde as well as any other man,and better than some,for I do not hate him.He has a fine estate,and is a gentleman--and worships me.Since I have been promised to him,I own I have for a moment seen another gentleman who MIGHT--but 'twas but for a moment,and 'tis done with.

'Twas too late then.If we had met two years agone 'twould not have been so.My Lord Dunstanwolde gives to me wealth,and rank,and life at Court.I give to him the thing he craves with all his soul--myself.It is an honest bargain,and I shall bear my part of it with honesty.I have no virtues--where should I have got them from,forsooth,in a life like mine?I mean I have no women's virtues;but I have one that is sometimes--not always--a man's.'Tis that Iam not a coward and a trickster,and keep my word when 'tis given.

You fear that I shall lead my lord a bitter life of it.'Twill not be so.He shall live smoothly,and not suffer from me.What he has paid for he shall honestly have.I will not cheat him as weaker women do their husbands;for he pays--poor gentleman--he pays."And then,still looking at the glass,she pointed to the doorway through which her sister had come,and in obedience to her gesture of command,Mistress Anne stole silently away.

同类推荐
  • 三法度论

    三法度论

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 海上魂

    海上魂

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 泄泻门

    泄泻门

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • Michael Strogoff

    Michael Strogoff

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 议中兴教观

    议中兴教观

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
热门推荐
  • 皇后驾到:皇上快走开

    皇后驾到:皇上快走开

    一朝穿越,竟然成为了几个皇子的娘,这副身子竟然已经生了好几个了?太惊悚了吧?更加让人惊悚的是,孩子竟然不随父姓,还是跟的她姓!天!谁来告诉她,这究竟是怎么回事?上有嗷嗷待哺的皇子,下有嗷嗷待亲的皇上!死了算了!
  • 天行

    天行

    号称“北辰骑神”的天才玩家以自创的“牧马冲锋流”战术击败了国服第一弓手北冥雪,被誉为天纵战榜第一骑士的他,却受到小人排挤,最终离开了效力已久的银狐俱乐部。是沉沦,还是再次崛起?恰逢其时,月恒集团第四款游戏“天行”正式上线,虚拟世界再起风云!
  • 执掌乾坤:神弃鬼王

    执掌乾坤:神弃鬼王

    伟大的意志使得大陆的尽头诞生了众神,他们及时整体又是无限,既是无限又是整体,其意志和权能无处不在,无所不及。长久以来,很多使大陆陷入混乱的事,还有那些看起来毫无关联的灾难,在谁都无法察觉的瞬间,以命运之名自行联系起来。那些被命运之手选中的人,也许认为那些只是偶尔发生的悲剧。这其实是巨大的命运齿轮,在按着原本契合好的轨道,开始缓缓转动的信号……
  • 卡拉迪亚的光明史诗II

    卡拉迪亚的光明史诗II

    沉默两年,光明与黑暗再次碰撞,卡拉迪亚烽火再起烽烟漫卷三千里,一剑光寒四百州!这是侠客的年代!若得此身安天下,碧血青天夜夜心!
  • 灵炫

    灵炫

    【玄幻爽文·佳作】洛尘本是十五位神灵境强者之一,但是陨落凡界。论天赋,踩天才;论学识,读破万卷书········九天星河,浩渺天地,唯我独尊········神,不好意思,你挡我,我便诸神!魔,不好意思,你挡我,我便猎魔!龙,不好意思,你挡我,我便屠龙!天地,不好意思,你挡我,我便让你回归混沌!天下,不好意思,你挡我,我便弑杀天下!
  • 邪医狂妃

    邪医狂妃

    身为盗墓头子,与生俱来拥有非凡的能力,一朝穿越,绝顶医术再加狂妄邪气的性格,王爷,你受得了吗?【情节虚构,请勿模仿】
  • 斗罗之蝶戏花

    斗罗之蝶戏花

    [斗罗同人,不拆cp]我从地狱中来,携彼岸花开,奈何蝶舞,不知何去何从,唯你是我心之所向。——by唐九笙众人皆知我有义,可谁知我也无情。跨越星弧,两世你皆是我心中的光。——by唐三末世小萝莉跨越空间来到了巴蜀,被外出采药的唐三捡回了唐门认作了妹妹。一朝唐三跳崖,为兄复仇后也跳了鬼见愁,穿到了阿银当年留下的一颗蛋上,再世成为了唐三的妹妹。
  • 他如星辰遥不可及

    他如星辰遥不可及

    林燃整整暗恋路星耀11年,而对方心知肚明3年。林燃是偏爱,路星耀是被偏爱,但两方都没去戳破这层关系。直至2009年的那个夏天,在机场的两人坦言相对,林燃才觉得真正释怀。不是所有暗恋最后都有童话般的美好结局,正是因为一些遗憾,反而会使生活变得更加真实美好。那个我们曾经暗恋的对方也许没和我们走在一起,但是那段不管悲伤还是开心的经历都是我们珍贵的回忆,是青春的象征。
  • 家有小女

    家有小女

    本书着重探讨当今有关女孩儿家庭教育的观念,介绍了从家庭教育环境到优秀素质体系整体培养的基本方法;内容涉及女孩儿的智能、品德、性格、习惯、情感以及身体、性等方面。
  • 明星大腕:我是豪门我不嫁

    明星大腕:我是豪门我不嫁

    白少胥,对你百般讨好为你哭为你笑为你歌为你舞,你却不愿任何一人知晓她的存在。许文森,对你掏心掏肺上山下海就为你那一句不想被狗仔发现,到头来却是一场笑话。历经风雨跌跌撞撞,到头来满是伤痕。这才知晓不要做攀援的凌霄花,要做自己的橡树。看我豪门女佣暴雨出逃,打一场漂亮的翻身仗。要我嫁?哼,不稀罕。