例会上，柴门犬又是一番对他姐夫的鼓吹，言外之意当然是你们眼睛擦亮点，我可是院长的小舅子，胡乱问了一下几个患者的情况就进入了例行踩我时间。
何大夫你的那个患者用药太低级了，抗生素那么多高档药为什么你不给开？那个新来的是工伤吧单位是要报销的，你给他开阿莫西林干什么？
进口的抗生素和白蛋白都用起，你自己不求上进，科室的效益我要负责的，大家月底的奖金大风是吹不来的。
你不要一天的在这里装清高，你要是什么名牌大学毕业的，那我柴问剑天天三柱香供着你，院里也会支持你。
可你就是个大专毕业，熬了这么久还是个医师，要不是看着你还有那么一点业务能力我早就给你踢回门诊去。
你看看你经手的那些患者，哪个给科室带来些效益？（泥煤的柴门犬，老子的确是大专毕业，但骨外要不是我还能做几台手术，就凭你和这两个溜须拍马的狗屁医生早就荒台了，我心里骂道）
他啪的把我的病历本摔在我面前，成天开些什么白菜价一样的抗生素，还叫家属去菜市场买筒子骨炖汤，我还听说你下班帮患者家属买菜？你是不是还搞了肉食副业？
那三个护士和他那两个狗腿子顿时笑成一团。
我把病历本打开指着上面，这个患者是左腕骨粉碎性骨折，术后骨折对位对线良好，伤口愈合良好，停停停，他没等我说完就打断我，你别跟我扯这些闲话（我去，我介绍患者情况成了闲话了，你TM成天给你姐夫**面就成了正事了）。
我脸憋的通红，感觉就要炸了。
这时柴门犬的电话响了，他一看马上变成一副孙子的表情，喂姐夫，哦院长，他一脸谄媚状，我在开例会呢，嗯，好好好好，好、好我明白，好、我现在就过去。
他挂了电话斜瞪了我一眼，散会，说完他脱了白大褂离开了办公室。
拿着病例回到诊室，拳头捏的指骨发白，这个手腕骨折的患者是个毕业没多久的学生，还在用工单位实习。
身边只有他奶奶在照顾他，父母到现在都没出现，他奶奶已经七十多岁了，眼睛也不太好了，这个小伙子的医药费能不能报销还说不准，看他奶奶还那么大年纪腿脚不方便，我这两天赶在中午休息帮他在农贸市场买了点筒子骨让他熬汤补一下钙，几十块钱的事情。
可能被护士看到就告诉了柴门犬。
我拿了听诊器带着实习生小李和护士来到病房查房，小唐早饭吃了没有，我来到那个患者的病床前。
小唐的奶奶正在给他擦脸，见我进来放下毛巾从桌上拿了一个苹果，何医生啊太谢谢你了，我们娘俩多亏了你照应着啊，吃个苹果，她那满脸疲惫和充血的眼睛，看得出这段时间很劳累。
我忙扶着她一下，婆婆您别客气，这些都是我们应该做的，您快休息一下，我转头向护士说道，你拿血压计给阿婆量一下血压，我又看了一下小唐。
还没联系上你父母吗？小唐和奶奶对视了一眼，满脸通红，最后低下头喃喃说道，何医生我家是下面林场的，我爸他赌博借了高利贷，现在那些借钱的人到处找他，他们俩现在电话都打不通。
唉，我心里叹了口气家家有本难念的经。
我检查了一下他的缝合伤口，恢复的还可以，缝线边缘还有小点炎症，我对小李说道，一会再给伤口烤一下灯。
何医生，血压70-50，护士这时已经给阿婆量完了血压，血压有点低看来是太劳累了。
你去给阿婆静脉输入一组能量合剂，药回头我补给你（一组能量合剂成本就七十块不到一点，主要是医院里会收处置费和床费这些）
小唐的奶奶忙摆着手，何医生我没事，没事的休息一下就好了不要开药给我了，您有医保不用担心，我回头叫小李帮您缴费。
又交代一下我回到诊室，掏出手机给媳妇打电话，明天就周末了回去看看老妈，上次买的天麻不知道放哪了。
电话那头还是占线，她去参加大学校庆了，说是顺便和同学一起旅游，难得她能出去玩一下，我也就支持了。
但昨晚打电话就没接，现在还是占线心里没由来的慌了。
去微信朋友圈看了一下，还是前天更新的，一行十几个人男女各半，在哈尔滨兆麟公园看冰灯。
玩的家都不管了，我无奈的收起手机。
整整一天做什么都没有心思，好在今天科室事情不多，拿着笔心不在焉的医学杂志上画着。
忽然想起梦境里老姐在施展功夫时候吟诵的那首诗，好像第一句是，万古千秋情犹在，飞花未落鬓霜白。
眼前又出现梦里的场景，我想要是配上一段古筝，打一束光绝对是个大片，老姐当时简直像一个仙子般美丽，她仿佛在跳一段古风的舞蹈，那些要抢我家粮食的灾民，好像是她的舞台背景，和她形成了强烈的反差。
山河破碎犹未复，铁甲斑驳剑已折，肉做门篱血成河，谁挡志士入苍穹。我从未听过这首诗词，诗里感觉是国破家亡后的兴叹，和不甘于屈服在强虏压迫之下，宁愿抛头颅洒热血的英雄气概。
我又再百度里查了一下，想看看有没这首诗词的记载，再查一下是谁所做的，是哪个朝代，历史背景的信息，但……并没有这首诗的任何记载。
在我心里头，我对梦境里的老妈和老姐没有一丝的陌生感，那就是血浓于水的亲情。
当时梦里，老妈和老姐已经要撤出城寻找韩将军了，可是如果没有我带路她们怎么找他？那个胖子究竟是什么人？
老妈说，韩将军送信说城防军里有敌军的奸细，为了公主的安全，他带了自己的近卫军，在攻城的头一晚从城里的密道出城，并让老妈随后出城跟他会和。
为什么要我们和他会和，还要随后出城？
对梦境里发生事情的迷惑，自己倒下时候要发生的危险，对梦境真实性的质疑，对是否可以回去的担心，让我心里愈发焦虑。
At the regular meeting， the chaimen dog once again preached to his brother-in-law. Of course， the implication is that your eyes are shining. I am the younger brother-in-law of the dean. After asking about several patients， I entered the routine time of stepping on me.
Doctor he， your patient's medication is too low-grade. Why don't you prescribe so many high-grade antibiotics? That new comer is a work-related injury. The company is going to reimburse him. What do you want to do with amoxicillin?
The imported antibiotics and albumin can be used. You don't want to improve yourself. I'm responsible for the efficiency of the Department. The bonus at the end of the month can't be blown.
You don't want to be a high-ranking person here all day. If you graduated from a famous university， I'll ask Chai Jiansan for you every day， and the hospital will support you.
But you are a college graduate and a doctor after such a long time. I would have kicked you back to the clinic if I hadn't seen you have a little business ability.
Look at the patients you handle， which brings benefits to the Department?(peat's chaimen dog， I graduated from college， but if I can't do several surgeries outside my bones， I'll have to rely on you and these two snotty doctors for a long time. I swear in my heart.)
He slapped my medical record book in front of me. He ordered his family to go to the vegetable market to buy stewed soup with cheese and bone. I heard that you helped the family buy vegetables after work? Do you have a meat sideline?
The three nurses and his two legs were all laughing.
I opened the medical record and pointed it at the top. This patient is a comminuted fracture of the left carpal bone. After the operation， the fracture alignment is good， the wound healing is good， stop and stop. He interrupted me before I finished speaking. Don't talk to me about this (I'll go， I've introduced the patient's situation as gossip， and you'll lick your brother-in-law's foot all day long).
My face is red and I feel like I'm about to explode.
At this time， the phone of the chaimen dog rang. As soon as he saw it， he turned into a grandson's expression. Hello， brother-in-law. Oh， Dean. His face is flattering. I'm having a regular meeting. Well， well， well， well， I understand. Well， I'll go now.
He hung up the phone and gave me a squint. After the meeting， he took off his white coat and left the office.
Take the case back to the consulting room， white knuckles clenched in fists. The patient with wrist fracture is a student who has not graduated for a long time and is still interning in the employing unit.
Only his grandmother is taking care of him. His parents haven't appeared yet. His grandmother is over seventy years old， and her eyes are not very good. It's uncertain whether the medical expenses of this young man can be reimbursed. It's inconvenient for his grandmother to be so old. I bought some bobbins for him to cook soup and mend calcium and tens of yuan for his lunch break these two days.
Maybe the nurse saw it and told the chaimen dog.
I took the stethoscope and took the intern Xiao Li and the nurse to the ward. Did Xiao Tang have breakfast? I went to the patient's bed.
Xiao Tang's grandmother is cleaning his face. When I came in and put down the towel， I took an apple from the table. Thank you very much， doctor he. Thanks to your care， our mother and I ate an apple. Her tired and bloodshot eyes showed that she was very tired during this period of time.
I'm busy helping her. Don't mention it， mother-in-law. These are all what we should do. Take a rest. I turned to the nurse and said，“take the sphygmomanometer to my mother-in-law and take her blood pressure. I looked at Xiao Tang again.“.
Haven't you contacted your parents yet? Xiaotang and grandma looked at each other， blushed， and finally lowered their heads and murmured，“doctor he's from the forest farm down here. My father gambled and borrowed usury. Now those who borrowed money are looking for him everywhere. They can't get through the phone now.“.
Alas， I sighed in my heart that every family has a difficult Scripture to read.
I checked his sutured wound， it recovered well， there was a little inflammation on the edge of the suture， I said to Xiao Li， and I'll bake a light for the wound later.
Doctor he， the blood pressure is 70-50. The nurse has measured the blood pressure for grandma at this time. It seems that the blood pressure is a little low. It's too tired.
You go to give grandma a set of energy mixture intravenously， and I'll supply you when the medicine comes back (the cost of a set of energy mixture is less than 70 yuan， mainly because the hospital will charge for disposal and bed fees)
Xiaotang's grandmother put her hands in a hurry. I'm ok， doctor he. I'll have a rest. Don't prescribe medicine for me. Don't worry if you have medical insurance. I'll call Xiaoli to pay for it later.
I'll go back to the clinic again， take out my cell phone and call my daughter-in-law. I'll go back to see my mother at the weekend tomorrow. I didn't know where to put the Gastrodia that I bought last time.
The line is still busy at the other end of the phone. She went to the University celebration. By the way， she traveled with her classmates. It's hard for her to go out and play， and I support her.
But I didn't answer the phone last night. Now I'm still busy， and I have no reason to panic.
I went to the wechat circle of friends to have a look. It was updated the day before yesterday. A group of more than ten people， half male and half female， watched the ice lamp in Harbin Zhaolin Park.
Play at home， I can't help but put away the phone.
I didn't have the heart to do anything all day. Fortunately， there are not many things in the Department today. I didn't draw in the absent medical journal with my pen.
Suddenly I think of the poem that the elder sister recited in her dream when she was exerting her Kung Fu. It seems that the first sentence is that the eternal love still exists
