忠伯提着棍子一晃一晃的出去了，我看着他的背影心里很难受，忠伯这么大年纪要是再不解决粮食，他怕是坚持不了几天。
家里现在还剩忠伯，陈妈、惠姐，不知道那个脓疮男怎么样了？我一直很讨厌他，但上次白龙的事情，老妈说是他帮了家里的忙，也不知道帮了什么。
陈妈，我又向外面喊到，一说话又牵到腿，嘶……疼的我是呲牙咧嘴。
没人答应，家里就这么几个老弱病残了，我有点担心，又喊了一声。
厨房那边传来忠伯的声音，少爷你别喊了，陈妈和惠姐已经不在了……
啥！
我一下像头上被浇了一盆冷水，她们俩……
那个鳞片女不是跑了吗？那头狼被小七附体得了癫痫，老妈也在旁边，她们怎么会死的？
我愣在那里，脑中一片空白，这世道怎么回事，人命就像草芥一样，没有粮食城内外饿殍遍野，因为一口饭或是一件事，一个活人就可以被轻易的杀死。
我现在有深刻的体会，一个和平的国家对于百姓来说真的是第一重要的。覆巢之下无完卵，在乱世里是没有法律和道理可讲的，一切都是最原始的力量主导。
弱肉强食，一个家庭一个村庄，可以被一群强人轻易的屠戮，原因可能就是一只鸡或是几袋米。
这样的世道下，生存是极其艰难的，我记得我当狗那会儿，饥饿几乎让我失去自我，去啃食人的尸体……
我清晰记得饥饿对意识的威力，它是最原始的欲望。
我的家不是没落了，而是已经快要灭门了。
我要做点什么！为我的家，也为这个国家，从来到这里，我经历了许多的磨难，几乎就没好过，我还有什么好怕的，不管我是不是南佛之子，现在我要用大力之身为家为国做点事。
但看了看自己的身子，不由很丧气，老妈和熊孩子已经走了一天了，会不会遇到什么危险。
我的腿现在这个样子，怎么做事情！
过了一会儿，忠伯端着两个碗走进来，一个里面是黄糊糊的汁，一个里面是木屑下面垫着易燃的枯叶。
我看了看忠伯，他那张老脸已经看不到活力了，甚至生气都很弱。
忠伯，我叫道。
哎，少爷，你还有什么吩咐？
要是有个地方可以让你在身体死亡后，保留意识，也许会再有其他的生命形式，你愿意吗？我说道。
忠伯咳嗽了两声，少爷你别开玩笑了，还有什么需要吗？
我看着他没有说话，要是到了那个时候，我要不要用风目弓把忠伯也带到梦境空间，起码他还有意识生命可以继续活下去，只要我不死，他和小七就能在那里等到合适的身体。
哦对了，小灰呢，还有那个一脸脓疮的人呢？我转移话题。
狗跟着老夫人一起出去了，那个男人还在，已经被老夫人救治过来了，不过神志还不太清楚，现在在陈婶之前的房间里休息。
我突然燃起了希望，忠伯你把这碗木屑点着火，放在我床头下面，把那碗树汁水也拿给我。
忠伯点燃了木屑，一股青烟伴着火苗在碗里串了起来。
忠伯被呛的咳嗽起来，我忙叫他先出去了，端着树汁水闻了一下，感觉苦涩难喝的样子。
本来是想回到小灰的身上再想办法，但现在已经没有选择了，自己只能尝试去……去那个脓疮男的身体了！
树汁水能加强意识生命，对身体也会有帮助（对意识的恢复和加强已经经过实践，是没问题的，对身体这块只见到过老妈给老姐控制化鸢丹毒素时候见过，但对自己还没有清晰的认识）。
我端起碗一仰头，咕咚咕咚喝了下去……我擦，真难喝啊！
我觉得自己脸都快绿了……
我吧唧一下嘴，等着看有什么反应，过了一会脊柱下面，尾骨的位置忽的一下一热，接着那久违到陌生的御气感开始出现，自尾骨开始一个点，逐步扩散越来越大。身体开始感到燥热起来，额头也开始出汗。
药劲这么大吗？
那条伤腿伤口开始痒痛，难受的像无数个蚂蚁在噬咬，我去……不是药量太大有副作用吧！
我觉得身体好像都在冒热气了，啥情况药剂量太了？我又高兴又难受，这感觉怎的一个酸爽了得！
啊！我喊了一声，门一响忠伯小跑着走了进来，我不知道怎么好了，给我口水，快。
忠伯忙转身出去，我难受的身体扭来扭去，好像现在动起来，让腿疼一点还能舒服一些。
忠伯端来一碗水，我赶紧去接，但手有点抖，我试着两只两手去拿，忠伯见状连忙扶住我的头，不用忠伯，我抬头看了他一眼，正对上他的眼睛，他那双浑浊的眼睛里居然出现我的……没等反应过来，一阵熟悉的眩晕感……
我去忠伯你逗我吧！不要啊……
我这逗比的人生都没有中场休息吗？
睁开眼睛，视线有点模糊，隐约看见头上悬着几个输液瓶，右手背上插着输液管，雪白的墙壁和自己的现状说明这是一间病房，自己正在医院里。
爸爸，听到女儿的声音在另一侧传来，爸爸你醒了。
我转过头，女儿扑了过来，手支在我头上，看到女儿关切的目光，心里稍感安慰，回来也好总不能放着女儿不管。
你醒了，蔚华的声音传来，我看到女儿身后，蔚华站在那里，我眉头皱了起来没有说话，女儿看到我的表情对我眨了眨眼睛。
老爸，你一直在发烧，已经昏睡两天了，我早上去叫你，看你额头很烫就给奶奶打电话，奶奶叫了救护车把你送来医院。
老妈今天早上回来的。
我没有看蔚华，摸了摸女儿的脸，之同，本来想瞒着你，给你个惊喜，没想到你先给我个惊吓，蔚华搂过女儿低头看着我说到。
我没理她眼睛盯着女儿，也不知道和她说什么，心里乱糟糟的也不想和她吵架。
我这次同学会其实去找我寝室的好朋友毛姗，我跟你说过她的你记得吗？我没说话。
她刚从德国回来，现在在哈尔市一家中德私人医院做董事，我和你说过她爸爸是做医疗设备进口的，现在她们要在东北开设十五家分院，我想让她在咱们这边设个点，再找条出路，别在你们院里困着了。
Zhong “flash flash carrying sticks out， I looked at the back of his in the mind very afflictive， sincerity“ so big age if you don't solve the food， he may stick to a few days.
Home now with sincerity “， Chen Ma， HuiJie， don't know the abscess male?
Chen Ma， I shouted to the outside， a guy and speak to the leg， PSST...
No one answered， so a few home sick， I am a little worried， and cried.
Kitchen came the voice of sincerity “master， you don't shout， Chen Ma and HuiJie is gone...
What!
Me like head was poured cold water， both of them...
The scales female is not run away?
I stood there， mind a blank， what's wrong with this world， people like dirt， no food city inside and outside the lords， because rice， or a thing， a living and can easily be killed.
I now have a profound experience， a country of peace for the people really is the first important.
Law of the jungle， a village， a family can be a group of strongman easily slaughtered， the reason may is a chicken or a bag of rice.
Under such a world， survival is extremely difficult， I remember when my dog， hunger almost let me lose yourself， go to chew cannibal corpse...
I clearly remember the hunger of the power of consciousness， it is the most primitive desire.
My home is not declining， but already was slain.
I want to do something!
But looked at his own body， is not very frustrated， old mama and bear children had already gone one day， what will meet danger.
My legs are like this， how to do things!
After a while， sincerity “end came in the two bowls， a yellow gunk inside juice， a inside is sawdust cushion below the flammable withered leaves.
I looked at my sincerity “， his face has lost sight of vitality， even angry is very weak.
Zhong， I cried.
Oh， master， what have you ordered?
If there is a place can let you after death， the body retain consciousness， there may be other forms of life， will you?
Master zhong “cough two sound， that's not funny， you still have what demand?
I looked at him without a word， if by this time， I will not use the wind bows bring sincerity “also to dream space， at least he conscious life can continue to live， as long as I die， where he and small seven can wait until the appropriate body.
Oh， and gray， and that a face of abscess of person?
Dogs followed the old lady went out together， the man is still there， was the old lady treatment， but was still not too clear， before the great aunt Chen now rest in the room.
I suddenly raised hopes， sincerity “you put the bowl of wood on fire， on my bedside， put the bowl tree juice also show it to me.
Zhong “ignited sawdust， a puff of string in a bowl with the flame up.
Zhong “the choking cough up， I am busy call him out， first with tree juice to smell and feel bitter difficult to drink.
Is originally want to go back to gray body again to find a way to， but now have no choice， can only try to himself...
Tree juice can strengthen the consciousness of life， will be helpful to the body， to restore and strengthen consciousness of already through practice， is no problem， the only for your body to get mom to kiddo control when Dan toxin seen the kite， but there is no clear understanding to yourself).
I took the bowl of a rummy， plump plump drinking down...
I think I face are green...
Yum my mouth， waiting to see what reaction， after a while the spine below， the position of the tail bone and a hot， then the stranger began to strange， royal QiGan， since coccyx a point， gradually spread more and more big.
Medicine trouble so much?
The wounded leg wound began to itch， uncomfortable like thousands of ants in the bite， I go to...
I feel as if my body is in the steaming， what it dose too?
Ah!
Loyal “busy turned out， I feel the body wriggling， seemed to move now， can let a leg aches a bit comfortable.
Loyal “to a bowl of water， I go to pick up， but a little shake hand， I tried two hands to pick up， sincerity“ said hurriedly to hold my head， and no cheating， I looked up and saw his one eye， is in his eyes， his cloudy eyes appeared I...
I go to zhong you tease me!
I don't break this funny than life?
Opened his eyes， the line of sight is a little fuzzy， ambiguously see head hanging several infusion bottle， on the right hand back with iv， white wall and their current situation shows that this is a hospital room， he is in the hospital.
Dad， heard her daughter's voice on the other side， you wake up dad.
Descended I turned to my daughter， hand on my head， see daughter the look of concern， a little comfort in the heart， come back， always can't put my daughter.
You wake up， the sound of silicon-valley came， I saw my daughter behind， silicon-valley stood there， I frown up without a word， daughter saw the expression I blinked to me.
Dad， you've been in a fever， have slept for two days， I'll call you in the morning， see your forehead is very hot call grandma， grandma called an ambulance sent thee hospital.
Mom came back this morning.
I didn't read the silicon-valley， felt her daughter's face， with， originally want to hide from you， give you a surprise， didn't expect you to give me a scare， said silicon-valley grabbed his daughter looked down at me.
I didn't ignore her eyes staring at the daughter， also don't know and what she says， the in the mind is a mess and don't want to quarrel with her.
My homecoming this time is to find a good friend of my dormitory Mao Shan， I told you you remember her?
She just came back from Germany， now in the city a sino-germany Hal private hospital for the director， I and you said her father do medical equipment imported， now they want to open 15 branch in the northeast， I want her to a point in our side， and then find a way out， don't be trapped in your yard.
