而此刻,若我即是黑暗,那我现在的意识便是黑暗之体的意识,我既是黑暗,那要想破开黑暗便很简单了……只需要破开自己的意识,也便是破开黑暗!
要想新生便要先毁灭!这生或死从来都不是结束,黑暗和光明从来都是一体,此刻的毁灭不是死寂,而是破开黑暗重生成光!我要变成光……
意识也好,黑暗也罢,若是能空掉它,那它便什么都不是了,空掉意识毁掉黑暗,我就是追求光的黑暗之体,我要变成…光!风破杀尼昂嘛哄,开!!!
好像在走一条路,这路像是一条黑色的隧道,我不知道自己已经走了多远,但感觉好像是走了很久很久了,也不知道自己这是要去哪,但……前面一个光点,我知道自己就是要去那里。
这一路没有人陪伴,四周也没有声音,就是自己一个人,但并不害怕,而且满心期待,不记得自己是来自哪里,也不记得自己是谁,经历过什么。
只是要走去那里,只有这一个信念!
这里没有时间观念,除了这条路和前面的小光点再无其它,有时候知道自己正在这条,像通道一样的路上走,有时候好像自己刚刚醒来,一睁眼就看到自己还在走着,很从容的就接着走下去。
有一次睁开眼睛,那光点居然大了很多,心里挺高兴的,好像是睡了一觉,然后这两条腿给力的走的挺快。
哎呀,快点到吧,那里是哪里我也不知道,但那里是目的地没错的。就这样,有时候睁开眼睛光点就又大了些,有时候好久也不变化,但现在它已经不是一个光点了,而是是个光圈了。
通道里也亮了一些快到了吧。有一次醒过来听见自己正在哼唱着什么调子,从来没听过,仔细去听好像是……
种下一颗种子,长出一根绿芽。我欢喜雨露滋润,我感谢能生于天地。晴天我展叶生长,风天我强身舞蹈。我就是这生命,这生命无与伦比,因为这生命为上天所赐,也因为我正活着。
旋律很平和,淡淡的没有起伏顿挫,就是娓娓的道来,带着平实,带着感激。
心下欢喜不已,接下来自己只要是醒着就哼唱着它,感觉走的又快了很多,光圈变成了一扇窗子那么大了应该快到了吧,一天醒来的时候窗子变成了门那么大,我跑了起来,以前从来没有跑过,我越跑越快光亮越来越强……
我看到一片灰蒙蒙的空间,自己是一棵树芽长在一棵已经倒在地上的大树旁边,前面不远处有一棵倒着长的大树,那大树周围缭绕着一团团的云雾,还不停的散发着那种云气。
我一下认出了这里也想起了所有的事情!
这是我的梦境空间,可我怎么成了一颗小树芽,不管怎么说,我还是离开了黑暗之地,总之是非常开心的事情,如果我是一个树芽,那黑暗之地我想我知道那是哪里了……那就是生命诞生之初的地方,我的种子空间!
最初的意识种子就是在那里,当我觉悟到生命之力的时候,我就破开了外壳,接着又开始长途跋涉的成为了一个小树芽,不知道人类在诞生时候是不是一样的呢?
但总之我很高兴自己有了树芽身体,我现在知道了为什么小七和彦瑾儿都叫这里是意识空间和意识之树,其实自己一直很主观的认为,自己从梦境里进入到这边,那这个地方理所当然的就是梦境之地,再加上可以在树上的果子进入到大舅的梦里。
其实这里一直都是大力的记忆和意识,就算是大舅的梦,也是源自于树上果子延伸出去,然后才进入到大舅的梦里,这树原本就是意识之树,而自己也正是通过意识的种子,在这里获得了新生。
好奇妙,唉,感觉还是很饿,自己的根在一面镜子里,我居然是从镜子里长出来的!
那谁来浇水施肥?镜子里咋个浇水?对面的大舅树非常友好的喷过来一团魂气,我一下子就知道,这魂气就是我这个小树苗的营养来源了,这魂气还真的是了不得,风目弓的力量也源自魂气,要通过风目弓的魂气,覆盖到我的头部,才能把我从外面带进来。
然后御风箭在射出前,要积聚魂气在箭杆上才能发挥威力。
小七的意识体也要在梦境空间才能维系意识生命,哦还是叫意识空间吧。那这个魂气真的要靠在其它人的意识里,种意识树才能生产是吗?
不过就这一颗大舅树已经完全证明了,自己的意识空间需要更多的意识树,而且这个意识树还有一个更重要的作用,就是和这些种树之人的意识空间通道。
那我现在怎么办呢,就在这吸收魂气慢慢长大吗?这得多久呢?也不知道老妈老姐熊孩子都怎么样了?不过要是她们都在木屋里就还好,希望那个白面男没骗我,粮食就在木屋那儿。
不过那个白面男哪去了?最开始他就蹲在石像的底座那里,后来搞出那么大的阵仗,他去哪了?
我这棵小树苗也够操心的,自己现在还没一尺高呢,操心也是白操,魂气通过我的芽叶吸收到身体,这魂气进到身体里后转换的很简单,就是变成水气了,好像是之前风暴之体的那种感觉,风暴云在高空转冷,地面水流遇热变成水蒸气。
魂气进到体内就变成了水,水分滋养自己的树芽身体,身体一径滋润又让枝丫舒展开始生长,而且速度是越来越快!
我想起来了,当初大舅的种子种下去后就是这样,长的特别快好像是活物一样,嗖嗖的就长成一颗大树了。
太好了,我贪婪了吸食着大舅树那边的魂气,真是给力,我低头一看已经一米多高了,哈哈哈,加油加油。
就在我集中精力在成长时候,身体旁边的那棵已经倒下的意识树在慢慢发生着变化,树干变得越来越细,树枝渐渐枯萎,树干上以前的金属光泽越发明亮,接着那些果实开始腐烂,果肉变成一股股的魂气,而且这魂气特别浓郁,我吸食之后,身体生长的越发快速。
关键是,这些魂气里带着记忆,我终于知道了大力的成长经历,还让人惊喜的是……
Now, if I is dark, then I now the body consciousness of consciousness is the dark, I is dark, and that if you want to break the dark is simple...
If you want to freshmen to destroy!
Consciousness, dark, if can empty it, it was nothing, empty consciousness destroyed the darkness, I is the pursuit of light in the dark, I'd like to change into...
As if in a way, this way like a black tunnel, I don't know if I have how far, but feel like going for a long time for a long time, is also don't know what this is going to, but...
It all the way no one to accompany, all around there is no sound, is a person, but is not afraid, and full of expectations, don't remember where he is from, nor do I remember who you are, what experience.
Just want to walk there, only a belief!
There is no concept of time, in addition to small points of light in front of the road and no other, know that she is this, sometimes like a channel of the road, sometimes as if they just wake up, eyes see myself walking, very leisurely and then go on.
Once opened his eyes, the light spot was much more, quite happy in my heart, like a night's sleep, and then the two legs to walk very fast.
Well, hurry up to it, there is where I don't know, but there is a destination that's right.
With plenty of tunnels is coming soon.
Planted a seed, grow a green shoots.
Melody is very peaceful, light stall no ups and downs, is the word of life, with a plain, with gratitude.
Under the heart glad unceasingly, next oneself as long as it is awake hummed it, fast a lot of feelings, aperture become as big a window should be coming soon, when I woke up a day the window into the door, I ran up and never run before, I ran faster and faster growing light...
I saw a gray space, I am a tree buds grow on a tree had fallen on the ground next to the tree, ahead of a long inverted tree, the tree around fills the air with clouds of mist, is sending out the gas.
I recognized here also remembered all the things!
This is my dream space, but how do I become a small bud, anyway, I still leave a dark place, anyhow is a very happy thing, if I were a tree bud, the dark land I think I know where that is...
Initially the consciousness of the seed is there, when I realized that the force of life, I will break the shell, and then began to travel long distances has become a small bud, don't know if human at birth time is the same?
But anyway I'm glad I had the sprouts body, now I know why xiao qi and YanJinEr call here is the tree of space and consciousness, actually he has been very subjective thought, from his dreams to the side, that this place is a dream place for course, plus you can in the dream of the fruit on the tree into the big jiu.
In fact there has been a strong memory and consciousness, even if the dream of big jiu, is also a fruit from the tree view, and then into the big jiu dream, this tree is the tree of consciousness, and it is through the seed of consciousness, oneself also reborn here.
Good wonderful, alas, the feeling is very hungry, and his roots in a mirror, I come from the mirror steadily!
The who's watering fertilizer?
Then wind arrow in front of the fire, to accumulate soul on the tree to power.
Small seven body consciousness in dream space to sustain life consciousness, oh or sense of space.
But is it a big jiu tree has fully proved that their consciousness space needs more trees, and the tree there is a more important role consciousness, and the consciousness of the space channel to plant trees.
That I do now, in the absorption of soul gas slowly grow up?
But the white man?
I this small trees also enough to worry about, your haven't a foot high, worry is also Bai Cao, soul gas through my bud leaf absorption into the body, the soul breath into the body after transformation is simple, is turned into water, like is the body of that kind of feeling, of the storm before the storm clouds in the sky turned cold, the ground water into steam when it is heated.
Soul gas into the body becomes a water, moisture nourish their sprouts body, the body always moist branches extended begins to grow again, and the speed is faster and faster!
I think this is after the first big jiu seed plant, long particularly fast, as if she were living loos has grown into a big tree.
Too good, I'm greedy feeding on big jiu tree on the other side of the soul, is to force, I looked down is over one meter high, ha, ha, ha, refueling refueling.
When I focus on the growth, the body that has fallen tree next to the slowly changing, the trunk is becoming more and more thin, the branches are wilting trunk before the more metallic luster bright, then the fruit began to rot, pulp into a surge of soul, and this soul special rich gas, after I eat, the body grow more quickly.
The key is, the soul gas with a memory, I finally know the experience of growing up vigorously, but also is amazing...