登陆注册
34554500000049

第49章 A PSYCHOLOGICAL SHIPWRECK.(1)

IN the summer of 1874 I was in Liverpool, whither I had gone on business for the mercantile house of Bronson & Jarrett, New York. I am William Jarrett;my partner was Zenas Bronson. The firm failed last year, and unable to endure the fall from affluence to poverty he died.

Having finished my business, and feeling the lassi-tude and exhaustion incident to its dispatch, I felt that a protracted sea voyage would be both agree-able and beneficial, so instead of embarking for my return on one of the many fine passenger steamers I booked for New York on the sailing vessel Mor-row, upon which I had shipped a large and valuable invoice of the goods I had bought. The Morrow was an English ship with, of course, but little accommo-dation for passengers, of whom there were only myself, a young woman and her servant, who was a middle-aged negress. I thought it singular that a travelling English girl should be so attended, but she afterward explained to me that the woman had been left with her family by a man and his wife from South Carolina, both of whom had died on the same day at the house of the young lady's father in Devonshire--a circumstance in itself sufficiently uncommon to remain rather distinctly in my mem-ory, even had it not afterward transpired in conver-sation with the young lady that the name of the man was William Jarrett, the same as my own. Iknew that a branch of my family had settled in South Carolina, but of them and their history I was ignorant.

The Morrow sailed from the mouth of the Mersey on the 15th of June, and for several weeks we had fair breezes and unclouded skies. The skipper, an admirable seaman but nothing more, favoured us with very little of his society, except at his table; and the young woman, Miss Janette Harford, and I be-came very well acquainted. We were, in truth, nearly always together, and being of an introspective turn of mind I often endeavoured to analyse and define the novel feeling with which she inspired me--a secret, subtle, but powerful attraction which con-stantly impelled me to seek her; but the attempt was hopeless. I could only be sure that at least it was not love. Having assured myself of this and being certain that she was quite as whole-hearted, I ven-tured one evening (I remember it was on the 3rd of July) as we sat on deck to ask her, laughingly, if she could assist me to resolve my psychological doubt.

For a moment she was silent, with averted face, and I began to fear I had been extremely rude and indelicate; then she fixed her eyes gravely on my own. In an instant my mind was dominated by as strange a fancy as ever entered human conscious-ness It seemed as if she were looking at me, not with, but through, those eyes--from an immeas-urable distance behind them--and that a number of other persons, men, women and children, upon whose faces I caught strangely familiar evanescent expressions, clustered about her, struggling with gen-tle eagerness to look at me through the same orbs.

Ship, ocean, sky--all had vanished. I was conscious of nothing but the figures in this extraordinary and fantastic scene. Then all at once darkness fell upon me, and anon from out of it, as to one who grows accustomed by degrees to a dimmer light, my former surroundings of deck and mast and cordage slowly resolved themselves. Miss Harford had closed her eyes and was leaning back in her chair, apparently asleep, the book she had been reading open in her lap. Impelled by surely I cannot say what motive, I glanced at the top of the page; it was a copy of that rare and curious work, Denneker's Meditations, and the lady's index finger rested on this passage:

'To sundry it is given to be drawn away, and to be apart from the body for a season; for, as concern-ing rills which would flow across each other the weaker is borne along by the stronger, so there be certain of kin whose paths intersecting, their souls do bear company, the while their bodies go fore-appointed ways, unknowing.'

同类推荐
  • 搔首问

    搔首问

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 石田诗选

    石田诗选

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 黄华集

    黄华集

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 瓢泉吟稿

    瓢泉吟稿

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
  • 古玩指南

    古玩指南

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。
热门推荐
  • 繁花锁之魔君在侧

    繁花锁之魔君在侧

    这一生的前两千年,她在天境过得顺风顺水,每日吃吃睡睡养养羊,玩玩逛逛聊聊天,日子过得颇为滋润直到遇见了他第一次见面,她错认他为天境谪仙,险些被拧断了脖子第二次见面,他丢出一颗桃核来取她性命,杀人杀得很不走心第三次见面,他使出了焚极术,焚损了她的三观五识第四次见面,他的白光罩子把她挤成臭虫又挤成蚂蚁第五次见面,她被制成了他的药引子,命不久矣坎坷如她,终于明白了在极方之境的生存法则:珍爱身命,远离魔君魔君说,药引子若离得太远便失了功效,于是她搬到了魔君寝居隔壁魔君说,近日越发气力不济,需些猛药调补,于是她又担起了为魔君渡气的差事魔君还说,调补了这么些时日还不见好,大概需要寻个女身冲冲喜她本想着能有杯喜酒喝喝也是美事,怎知魔君寻了一圈竟寻到她身上魔君猖狂如斯,定是不知,她不反抗的时候似个死人,反抗起来那便是要吓死个人几般腥风血雨之后,她方知晓,魔君竟还有一个她连翻一百八十个跟头也触不到衣角的身份成了他的死仇,此番怕是要十死无生了…
  • 好像答应过

    好像答应过

    苏洛璃是个极自信的人,和沈若惜算是青梅竹马。沈若惜觉得苏洛璃跟妹妹一样的存在,和任意一样是自家的兄弟姐妹,直到见到姜余,沈若惜发现苏洛璃总是忽略无视自己,沈若惜很气愤却又不甘心,他开始尝试各种方法走近自己喜欢人的心理。。。苏洛璃常说本姑娘天生丽质难自弃,国色天香万人迷,若惜觉得她那是虚张声势为了面子,因为众人只知老苏家的掌上明珠苏子沫。苏洛璃是个无忧快乐的女孩,即便不得宠也乐得自在,只是到了出格的年纪苏洛璃的感情却成了个谜,仿佛在等待某个人,可此人连最亲近的沈若惜都没见过,,,
  • 虞舜大帝传奇

    虞舜大帝传奇

    煌煌中华,圣帝尧舜可谓“尧天舜日”。但你可知道舜之为“德帝”的途程中,曾经历了何等的艰辛、灾难、困厄,迷茫吗?你可曾知道他一生都在危险中漫游吗?你可知道他一次次闯过险恶的暗礁漩涡,才以流芳千古的开明“德政”开创了为期八十年之久的唐虞盛世吗?你可知道这位巍然如山海的巨贤德帝,最后竟如烟缕般消散,长眠于九嶷山中的故事吗?那就请你翻开著名作家李本深的长篇小说《虞舜大帝传奇》吧……
  • 回到氏族时代

    回到氏族时代

    远古时代,嗯?!神农是妹子?黄帝是妹子?蚩尤有八十一个姐妹?!
  • 课外雅致生活-午夜的激情,爵士乐

    课外雅致生活-午夜的激情,爵士乐

    雅致,谓高雅的意趣;美观而不落俗套。生活是指人类生存过程中的各项活动的总和,范畴较广,一般指为幸福的意义而存在。生活实际上是对人生的一种诠释。经济的发展带动了价值的体现,实现我们的梦想,带着我们走进先进科学社会,懂得生活的乐趣。
  • 我的影子会挂机

    我的影子会挂机

    机缘巧合,李云牧淘到了一台来自人类黑暗纪时代的超级主机,从此,他的苦逼人生改变了!资质?天赋?那都是什么东西?能吃吗?我没有资质、也没有天赋,不过我的影子却能够在现实挂机练级。经验值、内功值、战技熟练度……统统都能挂,睡觉也能涨熟练度,打个睏也能升几重弦功战技。“叮,你的影子击杀了一只蚂蚁,获得了一点经验和一点内功值。”“叮,你的影子成功击杀了蚂蚁,掉落了一个维度盒子。”我靠,杀虫子也能有经验值和掉落盒子,还有谁!
  • 无铁纪元

    无铁纪元

    身为新地球安安塔高中法师分院的高三学生,陈然真的没有想到,有一天他会因为一份礼物,而用剑来捍卫身为法师的荣耀。场景一:血刀经VS超界—火球术场景二:四阶法术—黑触手VS破界—神行百变场景三:五阶法术—力墙术VS破界—降龙十八掌场景四:六阶武技—月影二十三剑VS破界—独孤九剑
  • 暖阳不及你情深

    暖阳不及你情深

    盛暖,一个从小不被家庭重视,一生下来就扔给奶奶的赔钱货。单寒,一个拥有好的家世,是众人眼中的超级学霸,却很少有人知道他患有严重的偏执疾病一个不学无术,整天荒唐度日一个众星拱月,高洁而不可亵渎盛暖和单寒这两个一听名字就八竿子都打不着的人可无人知晓,他们是彼此的救赎,亦是彼此的信仰—我们都将于茫茫人海中找到自己的光,成为彼此的信仰。(坑品有保证!!)
  • 无谓仙道

    无谓仙道

    修真大道哪里比得上逍遥世间,无谓仙。玩游戏充一个首充而已,哪知道给我打开了新世界的大门,闯入了波澜壮阔的仙侠世界。
  • 龙魂仙道

    龙魂仙道

    雨殇是王府的仆从,一次意外遇到了来自神州天府的修仙者道痕子。道痕子身负重伤,要收雨殇为传人,却不料道痕子处心积虑,只是为了重获新生。可是,道痕子万万没想到,雨殇身具龙纹道根,从而将一个王府的奴仆,推上了仙道的世界。仙道并非是凡人意识中的安逸享乐,在这种人吃人,弱肉强食的世界里,是嗜血的秩序与无情的黑暗。几次生死让他看透世界的残忍,本该一生平凡的他却被迫走上了一条没有尽头的道路。几番周转,雨殇再回雨王府,从雨王的手中的到了其母遗留下来的戒指。在戒指中,雨殇的母亲留下了一道残缺的灵魂。从母亲的口中得知自己的身世。漫漫的修仙一途的终极到底是什么,古纪元里的秘密一直尘封在茫茫的历史尘埃中。