2018年02月24日 14:29 (星期六)
I'm sorry to hear about your brother. I wish I could give you a hug.
I don't want to talk about my family， my father is the demon of my family and even the world， he's been destroying our lives， but we can't do anything. Suffering can separate the kinsfolk ， but it can also make the people more dependent on each other， so that each other's hearts can be closer together. Your suffering makes you grow stronger and more optimistic. You do not escape from any responsibility or difficulty. You always suffer in silence. I feel distressed so much that you have suffered so much from what you shouldn't have suffered. My father's mistreatment often makes me feel desperate. Every time I raise a new hope for life， he will be put it out. He only cares about himself. I just want to stay away from him as far as possible， I want to take my mother to leave， because my sister is married， she is three years younger than me， she now has a conscientious husband who protects her， only my mother suffers from the most cruel torture. I'm waiting for the right moment to get rid of the devil's control.
You said I am fragile， that's right， but I am also strong. My other relatives always told me that if someone had a father like this， they would not have achieved what I have achieved today， and they would not have been able to persist in the present. The more evil I experienced， the more I value kindness. Every time I meet a pure and genuine soul， I can't help but take off my guard and expose my weakest side. I leave my strongest side to the evil. I need to be brave and ruthless against the frustrations of life. Maybe this world is more and more difficult to meet people easily pay sincerely， but I still believe that as long as we keep being good， as long as you don't give up the pursuit of the good， the world always has something to smile about.
You said you can't easily forgive others， you can rest assured that this will not let me down. I just thought you must have been hurt so badly that you have to learn to protect yourself. Somany people are never worth being forgived， and I don't want to forgive those who hurt you. I think the only person in this world I hate is my father， but when he does not torture us， I begin to sympathize with him， because I think he is very poor， he never get the true love in his life， that is very sad. I don't have Stockholm syndrome， I just has too many poor people around me， every time I see them I have a heartache. My dream is to help all the people who need help， I hope in this cruel world， people can get more attention and justice who are serious about life. For other people who misunderstand me， I always encourage myself， so don't care about the people who don't care about me， I have my own moral standards， I want to be a cultured person， I don't like them to deny others at will. Even though I have people I don't like， I still give them enough respect.
Please don't say sorry. I slept late last night. I've spent my life chasing things that drive me crazy， talking to you and having your trust are great privileges ， and I'm willing to give my time and energy. It is very valuable to have a bosom friend， although we are thousands of miles apart， but we can feel each other's close heart， I feel very lucky. I hope I will never hurt you， or I will never forgive myself. You also wrote back to me late at night. I hope I didn't delay you too much. I hope you had a good rest last night.
Meeting you is really a gift for me.Thank destiny. I will try my best to find my answer.
面对这么好的Can，谁愿意去伤害呢？
