我完全无法接受这个事实,好好的老妈老姐怎么突然吃毒药啊,就算中了什么化鸢毒也不至于弃我不管,娘俩一起服毒!
不对!!!
我似乎发现了什么问题,是哪里不对?上一次遇到大力的自主意识是在梦境空间的第三层,而当时也是失去身体的控制陷入一种诡异的状态和环境里。
而当时那个梦魇中有一个老太婆一直在盯着我看,我在里面虽然失去身体的控制,但意识里还是感觉阴森森的不自在,而此刻我正是这种感觉!
那么就是说……现在我不是在这里的现实中,而是……和上次一样,被拉入梦魇中了!
我怎么丝毫没有察觉?那次梦魇不是因为要从第三层里出去,自己用脑袋撞树发生的吗?我以为自己退出的方式不对,所以被拉入梦魇中。
而现在自己既不在梦境空间的第三层,也没有拿脑袋撞树,是怎么触发或是进入梦魇里的?侥幸的是自己有过一次梦魇的经历,意识对梦魇的环境有感应。
那么按照上次的经验,大力的自主意识一直在噩梦中循环,上次是困在一个像坟墓一样的屋子里,被一个老太婆盯着和三个男人打扑克,后来因为我强行夺去了身体的控制权,从那个梦魇里逃了出来。
我不知道后来大力的意识又去了哪里?而现在来看,我又和他的意识重逢了,而且还是T嘛的噩梦,不过我此刻真的很高兴这只是个噩梦,那就意味着,老妈老姐没有服毒,她们不会死(我也是醉了,居然这么开心自己在噩梦里)。
还有一点,上次进入梦魇中,大力的意识是在我现实生活当中的空间和时间里,我清楚的记得,那个鬼屋子里,墙面都粘满了旧报纸还有烟盒里面的锡纸,那是只有现实那边四五十年代,农村才有的装饰风格。
而现在大力的自主意识是回到了梦境这边,这梦魇难道不受空间和时间的限制?而且大力也太可怜了吧,是谁这么缺德让他在两个空间里的梦魇中不断循环?
其实这个梦魇也不是让你不断死亡,或是受伤这一类的身体苦难,它是让你处在一个极度灰暗和压抑的环境中,让你处于非常阴霾和恐惧的状态里,而且身体的视,听、嗅、味、触等感官完全不受控制。
我记得我就是看了一眼大力的手牌,身体就不再受控制了,眼睛就只能盯着那副牌,而且有一种极大的危机感袭来,当然也是那个状态激发了自己,强行取得了梦魇里身体的控制权。
而这次,梦魇里居然是让老妈和老姐服毒……我擦!真是太缺德了!
这是想要把大力的自主意识弄疯啊!
现在大力的自主意识还是像上次一样,沦陷在噩梦里,他不能判断梦境的真实性,并被噩梦的内容牵着鼻子走。
不过我也没有底气在梦魇中可以主动的采取措施,我和上次一样已经失去了对身体的控制,先不管这些谜团了,重要的是自己不会被噩梦的内容所蒙蔽,也不会沉沦其中。
让他们演吧,自己要找到机会再次脱离出来。
另外,熊孩子也在这里,她是真的在这里,还是是噩梦当中的角色?如果她真的在这里,她能否知道这是一个由梦魇构成的环境?如果她并不在这里,那么这个熊孩子就只是梦魇虚拟的人物了。
好诡异的感觉啊!
大力的自主意识完全被噩梦所蒙蔽,也不用说他,开始的时候自己还不是信以为真,差点就要……
这个噩梦就是为了折磨大力的自主意识吗?这么做的目的是什么?
这次的梦魇级别明显不同了,从完全陌生的环境和人物,直接换成了这边现实里的环境和亲人,大力的手臂正不断的颤抖,手指深深的扣进土里,指甲上都是血。
熊孩子正在那边和老妈老姐说着什么,我却听不到她在讲什么,熊孩子是真实的吗?小七在哪?
意识里又是那种熟悉的惊悚感觉,来自旁边,我无法扭头去看,在这种情况下,身体不受控制真是让人崩溃,那边究竟是什么?上次这种感觉是来自那炕上的老太婆,这次……
那个雕像!
我突然意识到了,从竹筏撞到河里的石头,到上岸后来到这里,这一切就像是一个陷阱,自己第一眼看到那个雕像的时候,就感觉不舒服,但没有太多去细想。
那个雕像的头被罗帐盖住了,这本身就不合逻辑,雕刻一尊雕像却不刻出人物的脸,她是真的没有脸还是她的脸……
对了,刚刚剩下的三个化鸢女升空的时候,我好像隐约看到……天空上……那天空上有一双眼睛!
一种震撼和无力感,自己现在是不是被放到一个碗里面了?上空有一个无比巨大的脸正盯着自己,我此刻就像一个蝼蚁一样,在她的眼皮底下按照她的设计在里面挣扎。
我是怎么意识到这些的?
不行!不行!我在心里呐喊着,就算这个梦魇里有一个神一样的存在,我此刻却不愿被她就此玩弄或折磨,就算你的脸是整个天空,就算你是这个梦魇的主宰,我也绝不会任你玩弄!就算这里就是地狱!
好像有一团火在心里燃烧,大力的身体还是不受控制,但我已经不再恐惧,我知道天上有一双眼睛在看我,上次只是炕上坐着的一个老太婆,而现在是天空里一张巨大的脸,还有眼睛在盯着我。
不管怎样,既然你不可以直接让我死亡,或是沉沦,就说明所有的一切,都是由我自己的意识决定,虽然你蒙蔽了大力的自主意识,但现在这副身体里,还有我的意识,如果我恐惧或是崩溃,放弃了自我,是否就意味着我和大力永远也逃不出她的梦魇了
既然我能和大力的自主意识结合,那就是大力的自主意识选择了我,他想让我来救赎他离开这里!
那现在怎么夺回身体的控制权?这是离开梦魇空间的前提条件,还有必须要找到机会,从这里面人物眼睛倒影里退出,这是我上次离开梦魇的经验,我要变得强大,我从来没有如此渴望力量,大力的身体正挣扎着站了起来,他试图再次向老妈那边走去。
I totally can't accept this fact, a good mother eat poison kiddo how suddenly, even if in what the poison not abandon me, the kite NianLia poison together!
Wrong!!!!!!
I seem to find what is the problem, where are you?
At a time when the nightmare has an old woman has been staring at me, I although losing control of the body in it, but the mind still feel uncomfortable pond, but this moment I feel it is this!
So to say...
How do I didn't notice?
Now his neither dreams the third layer of the space, also did not take head bump a tree, is how the trigger or into a nightmare?
Then in accordance with the last experience, strong independent consciousness has been a nightmare cycle, the last is trapped in a room, as the grave was an old woman stared at and three men play poker, later because I forcibly took control of the body, had escaped from the nightmare.
I don't know the strong consciousness then gone?
One more thing, the last into a nightmare, strong consciousness is in my real life space and time, I remember, that haunted house son, metope is full of old papers and cigarette stick inside of the tin foil, that is the only reality and 50 s over there, rural decorative style.
Now energetically autonomous consciousness is returned to the dream, this nightmare isn't limited by space and time?
Actually this nightmare is not let you die, or hurt the body of this kind of suffering, it is to let you in a very gloomy and depressing environment, let you be in a state of very dark and fear, and the visual of the body, hear, smell, taste, touch and other senses completely uncontrolled.
I remember I just glanced at hand, the body will no longer be controlled, the eyes can only stare at the deck, and a great sense of crisis, of course, the state has inspired myself too forcibly made a nightmare in the control of the body.
The nightmare was let mom and kiddo poison...
This is want to get strong independent consciousness crazy!
Strong independent consciousness now or like last time, the fall in a nightmare, he cannot judge the authenticity of the dream, and the contents of a nightmare by the nose.
But I have no bottom spirit can take the initiative to take measures in the nightmare, I like the last time has lost control of the body, regardless of these mysteries, the important thing is you won't be blinded by the content of the nightmare, also won't drown.
Let them play, I must find out again.
In addition, bear a child here, she is really here, or the role of is a nightmare?
What a strange feeling!
Strong independent consciousness is completely blinded by nightmare, needless to say, he also began when he is not, almost...
The nightmare is to energetically autonomous consciousness?
This nightmare level is obvious different, from a completely unfamiliar environment and people, directly changed here, in the reality, the environment and relatives, strong arms are trembling, button fingers deep into the soil, nails are all blood.
Bear children are there kiddo and mom said something, but I can't hear what she is saying, bear a child is true?
Consciousness is the familiar thriller feeling, from the side, and I can't twist a head to see, in this case, the uncontrolled body is really make people collapse, what's that over there?
The statue!
I suddenly realized, from bamboo raft hit the stone in the river, to the ashore later here, it is like a trap, his first glimpse of the statue, feel uncomfortable, but not too much to consider.
That the head of the statue were covered with ROM account, this is not logical, carving a statue has not carved figures of face, she is really have no face or her face...
By the way, just the rest of the three female launch the kite, I seem to see...
A shock and powerlessness, oneself is it in a bowl?
How do I realize this?
No way!
As if there was a fire burning in my mind, a strong body or not under control, but I have no longer fear, I know that the sky has a pair of eyes looking at me, last time is just an old woman sitting on the kang, and now is a huge face in the sky, with eyes staring at me.
Anyway, since you can't let me die directly, or destruction, that means everything, is decided by the consciousness of my own, although you're blinded by the strong independent consciousness, but now this pair of body, and my mind, if I fear or collapse, to give up yourself, does that mean I and strong forever also could not escape her nightmare
Now that I can and a strong independent consciousness, that is the conscious choice to me, he wants me to save him out of here!
Now how to regain control of the body?